Dear Journal,
It's been awhile since my last post. I'm not feeling good with myself. People change, Enviroment is different, My drawing aren't good as i hoped. I know what people said about practicing and improve myself. It's just that i'm not myself anymore. It's been 8 years trying to find my old self so that i could do what i do best, improvising. Ever since that, i'm just being all lazy, skipping class, avoid responsibility and shut myself because i don't have the will to face anyone.
I'm sorry, myself.